News From The Author

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Hello! I haven't added here any new posts for over two years now, but I see you still read my story, and that's absolutely insane! Thank you! I'm writing this post to give you some news that you maybe don't know about. Well, I have published two books since I stopped publishing here - Once Upon a Time There Were Two Poetry Books... & Laura's Diary - My Awesome Life . And I got a new blog now. It's called Get Inspired ,   and it's about my own cultural news. I also have a store with signed copies of my books, and there is a very nice merch that you can buy cheaper thanks to The Christmas Sale now. You can consider buying anything from me until midnight 27th December CET if you wanna save money and maybe buy presents. Oh, and I have a podcast where I talk about poetry and music. I mean it's an audiobook and commentary kind of thing where I talk about the meaning and inspiration that made me write certain works. It's called Romantic Wednesdays With...
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Note No. 4. Memory of the Second Lover

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1st July 1819

Oh. Oh!

William has just decided to take me and Mary to mountains! Mary is our little 3-year-old child. Blondie is extremely alike to my husband. I also cannot wait to rest a little!

Yes, now we are married but it was not always like a fairy tale. He also had the second mistress. This one was better than the first one! No balls were needed, because everything was happening in front of my face in my and my darling’s home. It was fifth year of our relationship when I invited my old friend from childhood. We were both taught by the same teacher. Finishing school. We have not seen each other for so long so why not? By the way, I was preparing to a wedding – William had just proposed.

- My dear Elisabeth! Have you chosen your wedding dress? There cannot be too many ruffles, lace, ribbon… How will you keep yourself on your feet? How will you dance during your wedding night?

- Am I a goat? I will not be jumping!

She seemed to be content knowing the wedding news, she showed me so much love, empathy, caring, but… I saw her! I saw her alone with William! They were whispering to one another and he… He was kissing her hands! It was such an awful betrayal!

After two weeks of pretending that I did not see, do not know anything, I could not live like that anymore. I punched her out of our property. Nothing can stand between me and my little pumpkin. It is impossible to separate one apple without using a knife. C’est fini, ma amie Juliette (that is the end, my friend Juliette). In addition, French women do it so easily… Men fall in love fast. Their temper can burn your fingers. Hot like helium from balloons. They like to be those well-known femmes fatales. Battlefield with sinking ships. And those low necklines! This is a scandal to temps somebody’s husband or fiancé like that. It should be prohibited. Really bad law…

The wedding was rescheduled. Unfortunately, this is not where problems end. Just after casting out my old friend, William started to accuse me the same thing! But it was a completely different case. I even have never looked at anybody else! How he dared to humiliate and disrespect me! Ce n’est pas juste (this is not righteous)!

Romance with gardener! Very clever! Me?! Such a great lady from a good family?! With first better servant…?! You cheeky!!

My head stared hurting… I must go to bed.

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