Note No. 39. Gothic Houses, Hymns and Duties
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18th August 1819
Ah! Today is the day! My Gothic House is finally being
built! If everything goes well, it will be ready to take a first bath next
year! I am so extremely excited!
Okay, that is the news of the day, but I feel I
should write something more than these few sentences… Well… What can I say?
What can I think…? Hmm? Because I can think when I am alone. When I was younger,
I absolutely could not show others that I have a brain. I am not a man! I was only
a miss! Now I am married, alone in my room… I am free! I can ask myself
questions! I can even jump!
Now I think I start to understand why I always
heard that get married as fast as possible. I am finally living! I can
finally breathe!
Talking of breathing… I have already met here so
many ill people. I have never mentioned this because I have always been walking
with William and my darling has always been the most important then but… Now I
start to see how precious this place is! And how valuable it is to be in a good
healthy condition! Being consumptive is awful! I have known few such people and
they all died way too soon… I will do all I can to help such people here.
Those legendary Polish, Lithuanian and Ukrainian
lands seem to be so far away… But I met lately… a bard. His name was Wernyhora.
He was so old, but he could not stop singing. I remember it was really touching
- his poetry, his melodies… But somehow, I cannot remember what it was about…
William’s eyes were so shiny when he was listening to him… Maybe one day I will
read his hymns. Maybe one day somebody else will pay attention to his words better
than me. I know that is what he deserves. I can only see my lovely Willy.
What were we doing there? Well, me and my lover
really like nature and walking. We met that man in the road.
Or maybe those lands are not so far… I think I
will have to find an old map to find out… I do not know why it seems to be so
interesting to me now…
The last point today – I talked with Mary about
acting career… She said she does not know who she would like to be… She only
wants to play… Maybe I expect too much from 3-year-old young lady?
Oh! My kitty also wants to play right now! I must
go then. Also, I think my Willy may be missing me… So yes, I really must finish
writing today and run!
Ah, duties…
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