News From The Author

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Hello! I haven't added here any new posts for over two years now, but I see you still read my story, and that's absolutely insane! Thank you! I'm writing this post to give you some news that you maybe don't know about. Well, I have published two books since I stopped publishing here - Once Upon a Time There Were Two Poetry Books... & Laura's Diary - My Awesome Life . And I got a new blog now. It's called Get Inspired ,   and it's about my own cultural news. I also have a store with signed copies of my books, and there is a very nice merch that you can buy cheaper thanks to The Christmas Sale now. You can consider buying anything from me until midnight 27th December CET if you wanna save money and maybe buy presents. Oh, and I have a podcast where I talk about poetry and music. I mean it's an audiobook and commentary kind of thing where I talk about the meaning and inspiration that made me write certain works. It's called Romantic Wednesdays With...
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Note No. 8. Illusion, Misunderstanding, Trauma, Love and Morphine

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5th July 1819

 

Evening of truth. We are the truest soul mates, or he checked you out, my dear diary. He shared the biggest secret with me! Maybe I shall not complicate my own life and just tell you my conversation with William. It has been just a moment ago.

-   My spirit, heart, and soul! I know what you had to think of me all these years, but it is the high time to dispel your inner doubts and fears. Well, I have never – I am repeating – I have never done anything that could not be forgiven. Every human being sometimes makes mistakes and I know that I have not always treated you like I should, but you need to know that you are the love of my life. I would never hurt you; I would never tell you a lie. You have always existed in my thoughts. You – the most precious soul of the world – you made me patiently wait 6 years for a marriage with you. I waited patiently until I get a permission to call you only mine until the end of time. I have never touched any other woman. The biggest dream came true because of my effort and patience. I made it. We made it. Now I have you, Mary and nothing in the world is needed more, but maybe you would like to give me a son, successor?

Virgin Mary, Holy Mother! Give me strength not to pass out. Oh, too late.

William seeing that I had to notice first stars in the sky, slipped fast a little vial under my nose. I felt shivers going down my spine, but it made me feel alive.

- My beloved! You know that I would do and take everything for you! I am like a flower in a desert and you always just like a water appear when I need you. You are the most handsome man of this world! No, of universe! Birds envy you freedom when you ride a horse, the moon is jealous of your moonlight when you sleep, and sunflowers envy your smile when you walk with me arm in arm. Obviously, I do forgive you and I believe in your words! Hold me tight, my colourful peacock!

I probably do not have to add how it all ended. Yes, we had to call a doctor. He prescribed three new buttles of smelling salt and a wonderful new medicine called morphine. Such a white powder for strong headaches. I heard that I will be one of first checking it out. No problem if it can make me feel better. Tomorrow morning before leaving the town, we will buy everything. Yes. My Roi-Soleil fell asleep fast. Just after closing a door by the doctor!

Oh! He has just woken up! I am running away, escaping from your lovely cards! Tomorrow I will write something more about the trip.


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