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Hello! I haven't added here any new posts for over two years now, but I see you still read my story, and that's absolutely insane! Thank you! I'm writing this post to give you some news that you maybe don't know about. Well, I have published two books since I stopped publishing here - Once Upon a Time There Were Two Poetry Books... & Laura's Diary - My Awesome Life . And I got a new blog now. It's called Get Inspired ,   and it's about my own cultural news. I also have a store with signed copies of my books, and there is a very nice merch that you can buy cheaper thanks to The Christmas Sale now. You can consider buying anything from me until midnight 27th December CET if you wanna save money and maybe buy presents. Oh, and I have a podcast where I talk about poetry and music. I mean it's an audiobook and commentary kind of thing where I talk about the meaning and inspiration that made me write certain works. It's called Romantic Wednesdays With...
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Note No. 36. Lesson of Justice

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15th August 1819

 

Why do people cheat? Well, maybe egoism is sometimes bigger than humanity. And egoism is cold and decomposing like a corpse. Is it possible to fight with a phantom?

I do not know why… I was crying today again… I had an awful dream… My the most beautiful Dutch vases and cups have been taken to hell… Devils broke everything in pieces in front of my eyes… And then they were laughing and reviled me.

Honestly, I have not felt so naked for a while…

Justice is an important thing. I hope that someday everybody gets what they deserve. And then there will not be any forgiveness. Sweets will not help. Pulling hair will not help. Despair on knees will not give you a relief. But who lived justly, will take a deep breath in the end.

Money did not fall far from the apple tree called justice. People would do everything for the desire of having. Unfortunately, they do not always choose a right way. But every sin can a sinner justify, is it not?

Nobody likes me so at least money is my the only friend!

Or:

I cannot resist! Money goes to my pocket without any invitation!

While I am a historic and better do not believe me. I do not know what I am saying.

Ha! Just kidding! My nerves have been well lately! I cannot help it that life tested me in every possible position. In addition, I am romantic…

I know exactly what I am doing!

I used to be a poor mouse but now I am a lady! My brother is a king! I will show you, you dreamy oppressors! I am bigger than you! I stand upon you! My family fairly worked their way to the top! I do not allow for taking away from me what is legally mine! Not only in the light of law! Also, morality stand behind me!

You villains!! Ugly demons!!!

 

*In the evening*

 

What have I been writing in the morning…? Wow! I must carry my head!

Rien, c'est rien... Nothing, that is nothing… Nightmares happen to people…

I have gotten a letter from the poet today. A little late… I guess it had lost… She was impressed! God, she really liked my poetical prose about nature! She also gave me few advices… How nice! Tomorrow I will rewrite the poem she added to all of it. I heard I had inspired her! Oh!

Today I am ending my fresh note because I am sleepy right now… I asked William to sleep next to me tonight… I am so terribly cold! He was a little fussy, but he agreed. Oh relief!


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